18 Years old. Senior in High-school.
Djing is a real Passion. Weed. Women. Chess.Trumpet.Random likes long walks on beach. Edm.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
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I feel unhappy right now. I feel as I have all the tools to become a successful individual but I do not utilize these tools. My peers measure success with grades, relationships, and money but I feel as I am a tad bit different. I measure success by my level of my happiness and where I currently am compared to where my parents were at my age. At this age my father was working in order to support my pregnant mother. So to a certain extent I am satisfied, but not really. My parents did not have a proper education like I did and they did not have all these luxurious that they have blessed me with, yet they managed to get their lives together. So I think my self what is the reason that am I not successful, I mean when I want to achieve something to give 110% , but shouldn’t that be about everything? And that is what makes me very unease, it gets me mad that I do not try fully and try to be the best at everything, but then again I think it was the way I was raised. I was raised getting everything my heart desired so I never really had to push my self to get the things I wanted, because they were already there. I also think that is another reason that I do not really apply myself to my studies and try hard, because I’m so accustomed for things to be okay, but that of course needs to change. I need to try to grow up and apply myself to every aspect of life, I know it is easier said than done but I really need to. I also think that I need to stop comparing my self to my parents. They were in completely different situations from me and they had to try to make it in order to survive. Once I apply myself in life I feel that I will finally be happy with thyself , I will have more self confidence and also be proud of things I have accomplished. Don’t get me wrong I am proud of what I haveve done so far in my life, but I feel that I need to do more, I have to do better in order to be truly happy .
(Source: bluntsaholic)
‘Pandamonium’ Group show @ Signal Gallery, London. http://www.signalgallery.com/
I hate that my ex wheres the cloths i bought her. SLUT
FUCKKKK YOU School. Meh its not even hard work, it’s just stupid tedious assignments that they are trying to make our lives HELL
Teacher: Schools almost over
Teacher: and this is crazy
Teacher: but here's three projects
Teacher: due friday
p.s. can everyone shut the hell up about florida being doomed and infected? lmao
its weird.
i live like…almost 2 hours or less from Miami so does that mean im gonna die? oh well.
ill just make sure to do lots of drugs and have lots of sex before then, i guess.
(Source: bewareofmpreg)
(Source: she-runs-free)
